Dear Diary,
So today completely sucked. Since we had that hurricane warning, me and Linds stayed inside and waited for the storm to attack. This did not happen. It rained a little and there was no wind. At all. Gotta love the Weather Man. We also didn't get to see Jake Larson or Kevin Leighton at all today. How depressing.
In the morning, me and Linds were hanging out in the living room, bored out of our minds, when we heard the front door open. We peaked over to see who it was and in came Jason Tork and Chris Walker. Without any bit of courtesy or acknowledgement of us, they strolled right on through, into the West Parlor. Me and Linds looked at each other, puzzled. A few moments later, they left the West Parlor and went into the kitchen, and then left the house. It was very random, and very strange. I wonder what they were doing?
What an uneventful day. Jack is sleeping over Amy's again tonight, so I suppose it will remain uneventful. Tomorrow, I have plans to go to Riverside Amusement Park with my dad, brother and sister. To be honest? I really don't want to go. Don't get me wrong—I love amusement parks, but just thinking about what I will be missing at home tomorrow depresses me. What if Jake comes over? I miss Jake. He barely comes over as it is anymore. It will probably be just my horrible luck that he does. If Jason Tork is over, though, I guess I will be glad to have missed him.
Why do I hate Jason Tork so much, you ask? Let me explain. I used to actually have a huge crush on him. In 7th grade, I went to my best friend (at the time) Emma's birthday party. It was my first ever boy/girl party and I was so excited. We played Truth or Dare, of course, and he was dared to kiss me. To think, this gorgeous guy that every girl in school was in love with, was kissing me! I nearly melted on the spot. Later on, he asked me to slow dance and he was singing all the words of the song to me. I was seriously in heaven. When he became friends with Jack, I was beside myself. He began to come over—and sleep over—every day. All the girls at school were jealous and even Lindsay developed a crush on him. Things began to change a bit after a while. Jason began to take his aggressions out on us. At first, me and Linds loved it. We thought it was Jason's way of paying attention to us. We were so happy about it that we would actually count the bruises we had. What on earth was wrong with us? Abuse is something to be happy about? Man, did we have issues.
To be honest, that isn't what made me hate him. Jason Tork can be the meanest person in the world sometimes. It has become a daily occurrence for him to put me down in some way—anyway--he can think of. He also is very conceited and brags about everything. He thinks he is better than us. He thinks he is better than everybody. I wish he didn't exist.
See ya tomorrow!
Love ya!
~Lucy~
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